I know I’m not getting married in the church,

Not because I hate churches but ‘coz my legs won’t stand those long hours of blind ceremonies,

And I’m not very sure if it’s worth it,

I’m not very sure if I would ever stick to someone all my life.

Mind you, I’m not even asking my folks for any money for my wedding,

I fucking don’t know why we need to.

I want to be a little impressive in life and I know beauty holds its wonders,

but I’m more worried about dying in a hospital,

I can’t bare the smell of its depressing air.

I never wanted to live just to see or hear or read beautiful things,

I still don’t want to.

I don’t know if I want to live now,

I love the statue of Jesus in Rio. 

Watched "Classmates" again. How can a movie be so beautiful and perfect? OMG. 

daydream delusion

limousine eyelash

oh baby with your pretty face

drop a tear in my wine glass

look at those big eyes on your face

see what you mean to me

sweet cakes and milk shakes

I’m a delusion angel

I’m a fantasy parade

I want you to know what I think

don’t want you to guess anymore

you have no idea where I came from

we have no idea where we’re going

lodged in life like two branches in a river

caught in the current

flowing downstream

I’ll carry you    you carry me

that’s how it could be

don’t you know me

don’t you know me by now…

The language I speak,

Becomes mine, its distortions, its queernesses

All mine, mine alone.

It is half English, halfIndian, funny perhaps, but it is honest,

It is as human as I am human, don’t

You see? It voices my joys, my longings, my

Hopes, and it is useful to me as cawing

Is to crows or roaring to the lions, it

Is human speech, the speech of the mind that is

Here and not there, a mind that sees and hears and

Is aware - Kamala Suryya

My First gif!!!

Ahamkara

Ahankara is also an assertion of self, and the deep determination that precludes ones from behaving in a manner the self does not want evenif it results in one's own annihilation.

Movie Soundtracks and Scorsese

I can just see Scorsese's movies for their soundtracks. He's just awesome. You know when I first heard 'The Doors' and watched ' Taxi Driver', I felt they're from Kerala. Like the music sounded so familiar, scorsese's movies are so Mallu. Hahaha. So, I'm always 'at home' when I listen to them.

Like this clip, people walk, laugh, smoke, dance to the music. Here you go

I think this clip speaks for itself :) and the movie has 'The Doors's "the End' also.