Convo

I missed  convocation :( We had our workshop, but i really really missed convocation. 

Home and an independent self

It's been really really hard. Because I'm fortunate to have a home of really wonderful, free-thinking and obviously complicated people, it's so difficult to give myself my real self identity. I feel worth living when I'm at home. It makes me feel that there are so many things that I should do.  It's always struggling without repenting. I'm never disillusioned when I'm at home but always when I'm at this stupid place.  Home is really awesome and I never get bored there. I get bored in all other places.  But I can't tie myself to my parents (un)safe haven anymore. I ought to have an identity of myself. And to segregate what I really want and what I'm just doing is really difficult. Because half the things I do here is to escape from this place which is always strange and alien to me.

I need to get out from here. I'm ready for anything :) (just have to regain my bloody health and the awesome  immunity I always had) 

Pelican

Went to the 37th International Kolkata Book Fair yesterday. Got D. H Lawrence's 'The Rainbow' for myself and Peter Thoene's "Modern German Art' for Hari. Modern German Art is a Pelican Publication and I was googling and found these amazing covers of Pelican from here .  So awesome this is and the book also mentions about the Degenerate Art Exhibition of 1937 and this is an interested reading 

'Embryo'

Don't know the artist.  Saw this as the cover for Pink Floyd's song called 'embryo'.  

Rolling Stones - There's something about them

this place

I don't know why, but I feel no intimacy to this place and I always want to hide and be invisible here. 

Today is

Today is a really good day. And he replied saying he's interested in coming to college. Okay, it's a great great thing and then i happen to see a film star in Court!!! And in the night, I see this http://www.thehindu.com/arts/art/phantasmagoria/article4054579.ece