My First gif!!!

Ahamkara

Ahankara is also an assertion of self, and the deep determination that precludes ones from behaving in a manner the self does not want evenif it results in one's own annihilation.

Movie Soundtracks and Scorsese

I can just see Scorsese's movies for their soundtracks. He's just awesome. You know when I first heard 'The Doors' and watched ' Taxi Driver', I felt they're from Kerala. Like the music sounded so familiar, scorsese's movies are so Mallu. Hahaha. So, I'm always 'at home' when I listen to them.

Like this clip, people walk, laugh, smoke, dance to the music. Here you go

I think this clip speaks for itself :) and the movie has 'The Doors's "the End' also.

:) Smile Please

I watched a Bengali movie called 'Gandu' (loser). It was really nice particularly because it seems to be a true story. There are so many things that I can do or I have the opportunity to do, but I'm not doing because it's really difficult. I've always thought that It's really easy to live in the past, be good according to the standards of past days. Like in Panchagni, the story of the political rebel, a feminist. I can think about living a life like that because I know about it. But life is not like that. It's about today. It's so different from what our parents saw, what great writers in the past saw. The human reactions may be the same, but the forms are new. And most of the times, we're miss the things that we see right in front of us because our heads are filled with the great stories of past. It's one thing I hate. May be we won't become great and well-known and it's not that important to be. But the little roles that we need to do in this life we need to do that. It's really okie to be a lizard of the nature, if we are ones. Be open towards the society around you, people around you. Be courageous to be a cowards. That's better than the pseudo- courage that I put on. :)

Life, It's beautiful if we are guided by us.

Phyics :- Force

Have you thought about gravitational force?

I don't remember where my chain of thoughts began. I think I was thinking about love. But I ended in force, and the way something pushes itself, somethings pulls another thing. I was wondering how can you say that it's not I pushing myself and that it is another thing pulling me. Like earth pulling me towards itself. How can you say that I'm not pushing myself from the earth?

I know I may be thinking stupid. But is the fact that someone is thinking in itself the most important? Oh, now i remember why I thought about force...

So I was thinking how everything on earth had an objective. Like the most dangerous poisonous substances have the duty to kill. I know, but don't you think that causing death is one of the most important features of life on earth? I mean if there's no death, then there won't be any life also, right? So what wrong with killing something? But that was not I was thinking, I was thinking if some substance has the ability to make you think, then why do you brand taking them as immoral? And not worth of learning?

So I was thinking about the ability of some substance to take you to the reason of something, make you ask the reason for the need to acting or not acting in a particular way etc? That's why I thought about the force, the force that takes you to the root? force.. gravitational force!! Oh, my god. You know everything fundamental has to be in public domain. Haahahaaahaaaa. Because you cannot exploit the reason!!! Seriously, isn't amazing that we discovered something like a invisible gravitational force?? Why can't we fly? Really why can't we fly?

I've never asked these fundamental questions except when I'm not like this!!!!!

F=ma, mass and acceleration. Can't you imagine them?

Friends and NUJS

My friend Sonal is writing a paper on rights of transexual and Sonal, Shriti and I were discussing about the issue at length in the afternoon. I've not seen Shriti arguing and sharing her thoughts about some thing that has to do with academics till now and the experience in room was very unique and passionate. I was thinking how lovely is to have people like Sonal and Shriti in life and then I suddenly realised that we are the RSS gang. We've made this gang to talk about weird thinks about sex, and here we are ,advocating for rights of transexual. The feeling was really different, it was not the normal kind of discussions and heated debates that we used to have in sociology classes. I felt that they're really going to fight for transexual's rights and ask those rights from the government and society. The other day Sonal was telling me how transexual rights are not recognized by the society and how she wants to be friends with transexuals. I was so excited about it, like talking to them like you talking to your friends, sharing their ideas, problems and happiness and all. OMG!!! that was just amazing, and knowing the kind of person Sonal is, I can bet you that she can be best friends with them.

I don't know, I've the feeling that we are all going to be those persons that we all like to be. Like Sonal is really weird and likes all the things in the world, and believes that everything is the way it has to be. You know, I was watching an interview about Bharathan, and one of the greatest lyricist in the Malayalam film industry O N V was telling how for Bharathan could place everything, however strange those may be, in a way that would take away its strangeness.

I like my college now and I realized that I don't belong to the mainstream culture (if I can term it like that) which is about mooting, debating and preparing for highly remunerative jobs. We had our NUJS Night last night, I realized that all the lame joke that guy who was doing the compering was cracking was about studies and moot. But we are so different and I like the difference!!!!!

Poster from Soviet