Monday, July 23, 2012

I watched Nolan's third Batman. Okay. Confession. I never got time or opportunity to read any comics or watch those. But then, while I was watching Batman yesterday, I was screaming to the batman that you can't say that your city is safe because you've put all the criminals behind the bars. Haha. What a joke!!! And I didn't know half the things they were saying because I didn't know what happened eight years ago, why Wayne became orphan etc etc. I mean I still don't know. All I know is I don't want to put my faith in a billionaire and believe that he would take care of everything. And believe in his sense of justice and a justice which is often equated to non-violence (if I'm not mistaken). Chap, I live in the country where Gandhi lived...not happening man....I always hated when I could not control my life especially I had to live at the mercy of someone.  May be I should not take Batman serisously.....

Sunday, July 22, 2012


I know I’m not getting married in the church,
Not because I hate churches but ‘coz my legs won’t stand those long hours of blind ceremonies,
And I’m not very sure if it’s worth it,
I’m not very sure if I would ever stick to someone all my life.

Mind you, I’m not even asking my folks for any money for my wedding,
I fucking don’t know why we need to.
I want to be a little impressive in life and I know beauty holds its wonders,
but I’m more worried about dying in a hospital,
I can’t bare the smell of its depressing air.

I never wanted to live just to see or hear or read beautiful things,
I still don’t want to.
I don’t know if I want to live now,
I love the statue of Jesus in Rio. 

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Watched "Classmates" again. How can a movie be so beautiful and perfect? OMG. 

Friday, May 25, 2012


daydream delusion
limousine eyelash
oh baby with your pretty face
drop a tear in my wine glass
look at those big eyes on your face
see what you mean to me
sweet cakes and milk shakes
I’m a delusion angel
I’m a fantasy parade
I want you to know what I think
don’t want you to guess anymore
you have no idea where I came from
we have no idea where we’re going
lodged in life like two branches in a river
caught in the current
flowing downstream
I’ll carry you    you carry me
that’s how it could be
don’t you know me
don’t you know me by now…

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

The language I speak,

Becomes mine, its distortions, its queernesses

All mine, mine alone.

It is half English, halfIndian, funny perhaps, but it is honest,

It is as human as I am human, don’t

You see? It voices my joys, my longings, my

Hopes, and it is useful to me as cawing

Is to crows or roaring to the lions, it

Is human speech, the speech of the mind that is

Here and not there, a mind that sees and hears and

Is aware - Kamala Suryya

Thursday, April 5, 2012

Ahamkara


Ahankara is also an assertion of self, and the deep determination that precludes ones from behaving in a manner the self does not want evenif it results in one's own annihilation.